Shame creeps back in. Who are you trying to fool? It asks. What is this delusion you’re nurturing? Don’t you know how ridiculous this looks from the outside? But then I remember that I don’t care about what’s outside anymore. What could be more ridiculous than culture at this moment in human history? What qualifies as shameful in the middle of this clown show? Who would dream of obeying these malevolent clown enforcers?

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