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E. Jean Carroll's avatar

PROPERTY DREAMS! You named it! Thank you, Heather!

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Janis Tester's avatar

I am house hunting right now. I have moved from California to Massachusetts and now to Pennsylvania. Your dream feels like my reality. I dream I find the perfect house and then there is an extra room that is always an extra kitchen. I am so excited and then I wake up.

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Heather Havrilesky's avatar

I was thinking this morning, "Why don't I ever dream of an extra kitchen?" You must like kitchens more than I do! Good luck with your house search! Don't move in next to the Center for Space Exploration!

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Ruthie's avatar

There is a neighborhood I visit in my dreams, a well-trimmed suburbia where I prefer the neighbor's house to my own. Whenever they are out -- often, I don't know where they go-- I push the door open and go inside and rummage through their things. Occasionally the dream shifts and I am at the other house, somewhat like my childhood home, there are stuffed sheep standing sentry in the hallways. I am student and I am angry that they are taking my bandanas because they can. There is a secret wing in the house full of furniture and I never have time to do anything,

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Bailey Demir's avatar

I don't feel like I deserve much and I'm terrified of my internalized colonizer mentality but reading this felt just like dreaming to me

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Zachary's avatar

Love the sun-bleached callousness of San Frandiegp. Now do Pasadena!

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Janet's avatar

I do this with imagining the geography and architecture and layout of an entire city in my dreams!!! Over the years it has most often been San Francisco even tho I only ever visited once - why SF? Discuss. I also often have vivid dreams about ski mountains where I invent an entire lift system and mountain in my head - picture an entire trail map system - which I assume is a small piece of longing for the ski bum days

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Heather Havrilesky's avatar

Happy to hear someone else does this! Maybe it's San Francisco because the hills are so dramatic visually. I love that you invent lift systems and trail maps! That's really cool. It makes me wonder if they're color-coded. I feel like my map dreams are often in vivid color, as if that's necessary to flesh out the place.

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Janet's avatar

Yesss the hills of SF, and, like, reaching the edge of America (remember that bonkers Mathew perry movie about Lewis and Clark?!). More dreams essays!! Love to read em

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